Saturday, 11 April 2009
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Sometimes I just don't want to wake up in the morning.
The only thing that brightened my day is no longer around.
I've done the drugs to find brief moments of happiness, both legally and illegally. Nothing compaired to the way my heart sped up just with a look from him. He thinks hes saving me from getting back into drugs, he thinks he's making my life better by not being with me. But he's wrong, it's killing me. Litterally and in all seriousness, killing me.
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I'm really sorry to hear that. Have you tried exercise? prayer? family and friends? Those are 3 things that help me.
@GreekPhysique - i havent felt like doing much of anything. ive been superpathetic lately. my parents actually came over and cleaned my house because ive been in such a 'funk' that my house had gotten a little messy. ive tried prayer, i didnt want to be around my friends much, cuz all i wanted to do was sleep. my family has helped a little. i had easter lunch with my family today, on the way back i made my dad stop in the town that my ex lives in. against his better judgement. but i feel a lot better now. im still not 100% but my voice no longer sounds angry and sad, and im actually kinda looking forward to tomorrow, and the next 2 days. we're going to talk things over, my ex and i are in a few days, so im looking forward to the next couple of days hurrying by . i usually dont get so hung up over a guy, actually i usually dont even fall for guys, so maybe thats y this has gotten me so worked up. lol i usually dont pour my heart out to someone online either...i guess i havent had anyone to talk to in a while